Undeserved

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The silence that comes from you is deafening.


You wanted me to leave yesterday, but I refused with an air of casualty and silenced your begging lips with mine.


It's been two years now and I can feel the cold shell surrounding me slowly. The lifeless grip that clung to me is slowly fading and I know I'm losing the one thing I never deserved.


Tell me again how you feel and place false hopes in my head. Hold me when I cry and bat your serene eyelids with an innocence so unreal I see right through you.


The scars on my lightly freckled skin are a sign of each carefully placed mark of affection.






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